a whirl
one of my ‘goals’ of this year ( i am skipping resolutions, bleh…the name conjours up tastes of disappointment and guilt…haha) is to blog more…yeah, i know, that is what they all say…well, all the novice bloggers out there, not the ones who already blog beyond what is necessary (what is that anyways?) as well as not including those who say ‘blog? huh?’…but those few of us out there that enjoy reading blogs, and love writing (or rambling in my case) and want to put forth their words into the blogosphere…that is what ‘we’ all say…see? wasn’t that fun how long that took me to make somewhat of a point? do i sound tired? i am…yes…i took down the rest of the Christmas deco and said farewell to my sweet charlie brown tree (well more like my sweet ginormous charlie brown tree…it was needless but in no way puny…) and then proceeded to rearrange the whole sitting room for a ‘change’ so, that was fun but tiring, seems my projects don’t start til late afternoon or early evening…with school and meals…and all that misc stuff taking precedence (which is good right?) with my man gone tonight and the kids busy playing baseball in the basement i had a moment! yes, baseball in the basement…is that odd? i enjoy the new look and feel and look forward to someday having someone come over and sit with me and chat with mugs of coffee on my rearranged couches…haha…might be awhile…but i will look forward to it.
there i blogged! and i blogged an ‘about my day’ blog and not just one of my ‘deep thoughts’ ones, that i really enjoy writing but am not sure anyone enjoys reading…they are wordy and if you really want to listen to them they can be a bit ‘ouchy’ at times…that is if you are open for a challenge or change…anything like that…i am, not a big fan of the ‘ouch’ part but i really want to move forward and grow as a person and as a Child of God and to do that i need to take the ouch and the uncomfortable and grit my teeth to push through and learn and grow from them…scary? sometimes…painful? a lot of the time…amazing? always…I am just grateful to be able to not be where i am and who i am forever…if i am who i am now in a year or two…hit me…and if i am going backwards instead of forward…hit me twice!
i apologize if i sounded too scattered in that last paragraph…eyes are glazing over and brain is switching to auto pilot and basically ‘thinking outloud’ became typing fingers…and there you have it…a little of what is on my mind 
another piece of my ‘goals’ for the new year and the rest of my life…now, i think i will go wake the man curled up on the couch (watching little rascals with the kids will do that to you) and get him tucked in so i can do those many, piddly little tasks that end up with me able to lay my head on the pillow…sleep…yum!
